At some point you will realize that you have done too much for someone, that the only next possible step to do is to stop. Leave them alone. Walk away. It’s not like you’re giving up, and shouldn't try. It’s just that you have to draw the line of determination from desperation. What is truly yours would eventually be yours, and what is not, no matter how hard you try, will never be.
but it’s ok, you have yourselves and your boytoys. throw away our friendships, who cares right? we’re the ones being immature, we’re the ones blowing everything out of proportion, we’re wrong.. of course we are. put yourselves in our shoes, and tell me how you would have reacted. the exact same way. whatever though as long as you guys are happy. friends forever right! or just until your next stupid fight.
What makes you think you can control me? You’re not in charge of me, nor are you in charge of my actions. You can’t expect me to sit back and let you treat me like a dog, because I won’t. How can you just constantly keep putting yourself and your boy toys ahead of the people who actually care about you. I don’t think you realize how much is too much. And when you’re sitting there all alone wondering where your real friends are, I hope you remember that you drove them away. Stop belittling everyone to make yourself seem better, you’re not.